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Suffer

Thu Jun 12, 2008, 1:10 AM
You won't admit it but it's true
I'm happy without you
I turn away and let your drama pull you in
You always said I was a fool
But something carried through
I never wanna see your face again

So many problems left behind
I'm sorting out my mind
This idiot has turned into a better man
I found my soul in someone else
It doesn't feel like hell
does it make me wanna kill myself?

(No! No!)
I have every right to hate you
(No! No!)
I have every right to hate you

I was leaving, Stop believing
That I end up right back in your arms
Now Im bleeding, fucking seething
I was through with you a long time ago

Some people suffer for no reason
But they're the ones to blame
So walk away, let it go and save yourself
Before you tell yourself a lie
Just tell that one goodbye
How much more can you take before you fucking die?

(No! No!)
I have every right to hate you
(No! No!)
I have every right to hate you

I was leaving, Stop believing
That I end up right back in your arms
Now I'm bleeding, fucking seething
I was through with you a long time ago

Suffer! Suffer! Suffer! Suffer!

Wait And Bleed

Wed Apr 2, 2008, 4:04 PM
I felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear this stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.
I felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear this stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

Goodbye!

I wipe it off the tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This isn't the way I picture me
I can't control my shakes, how the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?

I felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear this stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed

Get outta my head cause I don't need this
Why didn't I see this?
But I'm a victim Manchurian candidate
I have sinned by just
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away!

I felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear this stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed

Goodbye!

You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
The flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free


I felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear this stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

And clear that stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.
I felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear that stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Nameless

Thu Mar 20, 2008, 3:08 PM
Pathetic (benign)
Accept it (undermined)
Your opinion (my justification)
Happy (safe)
Servent (hate)
Malice (utter weakness)
No toleration
Invade (kill me)
Enraged (admit it)
Don't condescend (don't even disagree)
Desire(decay)
Dissapoint(delay)
You suffered then, now suffer under me.


Obsession,take another look.
Remember,every debt you took.
Decide,you live with me
Or give up - any thought you had of being free

(Don't go)i never wanted anybody more than i wanted you
(I know) the only thing i ever really loved,was hate.

Anyone(no) anything,(yes)
Anyway(fall)anybody(will),anybody(kill me)
I want(you)i need(you)i love(you)
I won't(let anybody have you)
Obey(me)believe(me)just trust(me)
Worship(me)live for(me)
Be grateful(now)behonest(now)
Be precious(now)be mine(just love me)

Possesion(feed my only faith)
Remember(i wont tell you twice)
Decide(either die for me)
Or give up - any thought you had of being free

(don't go)i never wanted anybody more than i wanted you
(i know)the only thing i ever really loved,was hurting you.
(dont go)i never wanted anybody more than i wanted you
(i know)the only thing i ever really loved,was hate.

Stay inside the hole,let me take control.(dominate)
You were nothing more,you were something less(innocent)
Something had to give,something had to break(omnipresent)
Fingers on your skin,let me salvage it.(you deserve it)
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.

(don't go)i never wanted anybody more than i wanted you(i wanted you)
(i know)the only thing i ever really loved,was hurting you.(was hurting you)
(dont go)i never wanted anybody more than i wanted you(i wanted you)
(i know)the only thing i ever really loved,was hate.

You're mine(i know you are)
You're mine(i know you are)
You're mine
YOU'RE MINE

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